{"id":1009,"date":"2008-03-10T00:29:54","date_gmt":"2008-03-10T05:29:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/womantalk.wordpress.com\/?p=1009"},"modified":"2008-03-10T00:29:54","modified_gmt":"2008-03-10T05:29:54","slug":"ungainly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=1009","title":{"rendered":"Ungainly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not talking about developing a waddle or getting wedged between the car and the garbage cans &#8211; I&#8217;m talking about all the emotional business I find myself going through with everybody around me. As I just read in <i>Birthing From Within<\/i>, &#8220;The essence of childbirth preparation is self-discovery&#8230;&#8221; Which means, I hope, that all this emotional work I am doing right now will better prepare me for being unblocked and open to the tremendous force of birthing labor in three short months.<\/p>\n<p>It was a long hard rough week, which I don&#8217;t much feel like writing about. Let&#8217;s just say that it feels like a mid-life meltdown fueled by over-jetted pregnancy hormones. In a nutshell, I am determining that, well, not all relationships require the same degree of honesty or outspokenness. Some relationships, especially professional ones, have different priorities. And it&#8217;s important to keep one&#8217;s mouth shut some of the time.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s all been sorted out for the time being, and I think my relationships, especially with my husband, are improved for it. There is no doubt that marriage is hard work &#8211; and also that life is much more pleasant with an amazing companion by your side.<\/p>\n<p>The making-up sure is good, though. I am looking forward to a much better week ahead, despite the daylight savings spaciness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not talking about developing a waddle or getting wedged between the car and the garbage cans &#8211; I&#8217;m talking about all the emotional business I find myself going through with everybody around me. As I just read in Birthing &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=1009\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[93],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1009","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pregnancy"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1009","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1009"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1009\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1009"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1009"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1009"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}