{"id":363,"date":"2006-11-27T13:27:44","date_gmt":"2006-11-27T18:27:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/womantalk.wordpress.com\/2006\/11\/27\/jesus-boy\/"},"modified":"2006-11-27T13:27:44","modified_gmt":"2006-11-27T18:27:44","slug":"jesus-boy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=363","title":{"rendered":"Jesus Boy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>a poem by my friend Caryn Davidson &#8211; previously published in Stone Magazine<\/p>\n<p><strong>Jesus Boy   <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I knew you loved Jesus.<br \/>\nOn Sunday morning<br \/>\nyou would rise early,<br \/>\nforgo the heat in our<br \/>\nbed, shower, shave electrically<br \/>\nand leave. I thought that meant<br \/>\nyou loved truth, goodness, and<br \/>\nme, your lover.<\/p>\n<p>I thought, through the dumb<br \/>\nsimplicity of what your love<br \/>\naffair with Jesus might mean.<br \/>\nI believed, through the thin<br \/>\nelasticity of what our drive<br \/>\nfor devotion<br \/>\nmight express, turning aside<br \/>\nfrom the impulse to deride,<br \/>\ndismiss, dissimulate.<br \/>\nAll my good intentions for you.<\/p>\n<p>I knew you read the Bible<br \/>\nand upheld its urgent message.<br \/>\nYou would cite slowly,<br \/>\nextol its trenchant wisdom.<br \/>\nBut your lust would not be<br \/>\ntamed by its dark injunctions<br \/>\nand your taut appetite prevailed.<\/p>\n<p>There is nothing different in this story:<br \/>\nYou awoke, swung out of bed,<br \/>\nglanced in the mirror at your<br \/>\nsleek head of hair, the jadeite eyes,<br \/>\nquickly stroked your sac<br \/>\nand found the image pleasing.<br \/>\nYou thought, <em>Jesus loves me<\/em>,<br \/>\nas I thought you loved me too.<br \/>\nDismiss, dissimulate,<br \/>\nall my good intentions for you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>a poem by my friend Caryn Davidson &#8211; previously published in Stone Magazine Jesus Boy I knew you loved Jesus. On Sunday morning you would rise early, forgo the heat in our bed, shower, shave electrically and leave. I thought &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=363\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[91],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-363","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=363"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=363"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=363"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}