{"id":3670,"date":"2012-03-09T07:13:50","date_gmt":"2012-03-09T07:13:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=3670"},"modified":"2012-03-09T20:33:20","modified_gmt":"2012-03-09T20:33:20","slug":"beginnings-and-ends","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/?p=3670","title":{"rendered":"Beginnings and Ends"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hello, My name is Jeannie and I like to begin things. It&#8217;s really, really hard for me to finish things. I also suffer from the related affliction of procrastination.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s just that the idea of something has, let&#8217;s face it, the potential to be perfect, while the finished product so often is not. I like to live in the glow-y warm haze of ideal perfection, imagining how wonderful that sage green alpaca vest is going to look on my dad; not, &#8220;why is the ribbing around my arm so wavy?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So far, in 2012, I have completed FIVE KNITTING PROJECTS. That&#8217;s a major accomplishment for me (even though three of those projects were on the brink of completion at the end of 2011).<\/p>\n<p>Project 1: Mom&#8217;s shawl<\/p>\n<p>Project 2: Dad&#8217;s vest (second try, he didn&#8217;t like the color of the first vest I made)<\/p>\n<p>Projects 3, 4, 5: Three pairs of bubble gum pink sock slippers for my sister and her two little daughters.<\/p>\n<p>So that leaves me in a quandary. Does this give me license to start a new project?<\/p>\n<p>My heart screams, &#8220;YESSSS!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My head sighs,&#8221;But there are so many projects left to go&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I generally keep about one to two dozen projects aloft at any one given moment. Some of the overlap is understandable, because one needs a quick little project that can fit in a purse, and bigger projects for at home while watching oscar-nominated films, and then too, birthdays and special occasions pop up and require rush status. But, admittedly, a large part of this is that it is painful for me to finish a project. Not pleasurable as some people find. I had an ache in my gut when I put the last of my new year&#8217;s cards in the post today. And that&#8217;s the first time I&#8217;ve actually mailed all my cards within the year intended since 1993 (when Bella was born).<\/p>\n<p>After some tea, and some thought, I made a decision today: I will use this momentum to finish two more quick easy projects (Bella and Christian&#8217;s socks for Easter baskets) and then start a new baby vest for a yet-unborn new niece or nephew. Chad&#8217;s sister is pregnant!<\/p>\n<p>Maybe, just maybe, I&#8217;ll buy some yarn too. Shhh, don&#8217;t tell my mom, she thinks I already have enough for my lifetime. That&#8217;s so untrue! Anyway, I delight in the anticipation of future projects from my yarn stash&#8230;THAT is a pleasure.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_6994.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3672\" title=\"IMG_6994\" src=\"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_6994-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_6994-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.womantalk.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_6994-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hello, My name is Jeannie and I like to begin things. It&#8217;s really, really hard for me to finish things. I also suffer from the related affliction of procrastination. 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